A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover

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setelah bape lame menunggu..menunggu n menunggu something y x an jd milik kite..
akhrnye muncul seseowg y dah pun menarik perhatian ku.:)
.x sngke selame ni dye..tunggu n tunggu aq..seriously dlu aq mmg x de felling lnsg nan dye coz dye tu cam tah ape2 jew..bwu knl dah nak suke2...n aq pun amek kptsan utk block dye dri fb aq..agak lame gak menyepi..
tetibe je bwu2 ni terbuka hati nak unblock dye..huhuhu...
then...continue esox...........
mao siap .lalink..tq so much!

kenape?

kenape awk nk minx maaf dengn saya?

its oke la awk..sy ta kecewa pun..

memg sy ditakdirkan utk kena mcm ni selalu kowt..

bia je lah..mybe mase 1st sy accpt txt awk tu agak bengang cket ah..

tapi,sume tu small matter jewp..

but,sy respect awk cz awk brani tego sy ag after sume tu blaku..

tq awk..awk ta kejam pun la..:)

oke..bubye

mud tiba dlm bus..

hellow,hellow,n hellow..
such a boring things if kite x de idea nak berbicara..yeah,mmg ini y akan terjadi if aq agak kebelleran..
now aq ade lum bas..odw ke DUNGUNdaerah negeri terengganu kegemaran ku..eiuuuuu..
tetibe ase cm nak un9 plak..alang2 buad assgment dgtal media td an..
oke now,aq ade at sebelah mamat tah dari mane dtgnye...ta kesah la sape dye..tp y aq taw,dye mybe owg temerloh gak kowt..nak ke mane?x tao plak..oke,mls na tny..
onestly,i really miss him ! omg..what happen to me? kan da ckp x mao jiwang2 n cintan2 ni..
eishh x lar..the meaning 4 'miss' tu ialah,aritu dye ade kol aq tyme aq lam bus odw balek tmloh..lame gle seh x borak2 nan dye..emm y paleng best nye dye tetibe je say soe atas sume y dye dah buad.. same as usual..
perkataan maaf selalu dimulut dye..n aq da pun lali sebenarnye..tapi tah la..arytu perasaan ku laen cket..cm boley accpt maaf dye tu..means ikhlas memaafkan dye..hehe..beselakan aq ta bley lupuskan perasaan cepat maafkan dye tu..tah..mybe he so special to me x ksah la sama ada as a special fwen o just fwen..oke..
picca  of coz ade,cume nye aq upload bile da smpi kmsis nty k..huhuh..
ckup takat ni,jumpe d laen mase..adiosssss

mulakan harimu dengan kegembiraan :)

mulakan harimu dengan kegembiraan dear!..

yes,itu yang paling penting utk melancarkan kehidupan seharian,

10.00 fundamental of operating system..what meaning of dis subject..ergh..

bunyi mcm susah..tapi takpe,

belum cuba belum tao..

gud luck dear!

baru sekarang aq teringat..patut lah aq x bley tdo malam td..n aq jugak pelik kenape aq try kol dye byk kali sedangkn dye tak jawab lnsung..n aq pelik,kenape aq ta bosan2 kol dye until dye jawab kul 3.30 pg td..

ergh..kenape msti mcm tu..hmm dah la..ckup..mase pun da berlalu..To awk : da 3 taon pun kan kite knl..apepun,thx jd kwn sy  :)

oke..ckup berjiwang2.

.today aq bermaen badminton with ieda n piezan n beberape lg gul.

nad ta ekut :(..tape la..mud dye ta ok kuwt

.apepun..best gile.

.act ni bwu 2nd tyme aq join advanture dyeowg after selame 1 sem rumate ku mengajak aq join

.hahah..thx ieda.

.akhrnye aq pilih utk join ko dari terperuk lam bilik

..heee..syg kaw bangat..

ni picca aq upload..ta banyak..

loaddinggggg.....

 pusat sukan poli ..

abg baju merah ! peweeett..encem.. : p

esox 16/12/2010  5.0o petang,aq akan berangkat pulang ke pahang..wahh rindu sama family terchinta..
macam2 mao buad tauk x..heee..mud ke kelas esox suda x de!..mud da odw g pahang <3

ergh !

aq pelik dengan kaw..kaw mcm taw2 je kan y aq nak kaw blah dari hdup aq..

kaw mcm faham akan ape y aq rase..kaw macam mengerti setiap status y aq update di fb..

kaw mcm taw kalau aq ade problem..kenape kaw ade kelebihan ni semua?

kenape msti ni semua terjadi setelah bayang-bayang kaw sudah mulai kabur dari hidupku.

ape sebenarnya yang kaw mahukan..aq ta penah mengrti dan tidak akan cuba lagi utk mengerti..

aq penat..tersangat penad..bukan penat melayan kerenahmu..tetapi penad menahan setiap perkara y kaw lakukan dibelakangku..pernahkah kaw fikirkan ku setelah aq cuba utk pergi dari hidupmu?

x mungkin kan..

biskut..:(

sape sangke biskut kuat ku hilang dari pandangan..

oh tidak..aq tidak relakan pemergiannya..what happen terjadi?

mengapa mesti kaw larikan diri dariku...

kaw tahu x aq sedih..sedih sanad..kaw x nampak muke aq tengah sedih ni?

mud : tade mud nak bercerita..sedih kehilangan biskut simpanan ku..

aku ta penah minx sume ni.

aku ta penah utk mengenali kaw..

aku ta penah minx untk menyayangi kaw..

aku ta penah minx utk menyintai kaw..

terima kasih kerna telah membuat aku bahagia seketika..

aku hargainya..susahnya utk aku lupakan kaw..

tolonglah aq utk lupakan kaw..

perlu ke aq block kaw lam fb?

utk ape?

utk lupekan kaw..(logik ke)

walaupun kte ta mcm dlu da,

seriously aq sentiase tunggu text kaw muncul lam inbox aq tauk x !

tapi..just harapan je la kan..kaw ta kan penah dengar  n ta kan penah tau..

ergh !..aq bosan dengan perkataan "cinta" .

ade ape dengan cinte..?

aq ta penah paham ape itu cinte?

its not important 4 me now..

but..aq gmbira sanad y sume fwen2 aq happy dalam hubungn dyeowg..:)

 p/s :aq sudy jd photografer kowg with 'cinta' kowg even aq da emg ta pecaye pd     

      cinta.. :)

terima 1 txt berbunyi begini  'lepaz ni jangan cari saya da n kte x de papew..ezzaty is my gf '..agak2 perlu ke sent txt mcm ni? seolah2 aq y terhegeh2 kat ko..aq ta hadap lnsung la bro..if ko nak cple bape ramai pun..go on..aq ta kesah n ta ambil kesah..air mate aq ta twun cket pun wlpun ko sent txt mcm uw..sebab? sbb aq da ta pecaye pade cinte..better aq twus single mcm ni kan.. ta abes duwet aq sebab nak txt ko..oke..cukup cakap sal ko..aq da ta knl ko mulai sekarang.. tq!..(perkenalan kite mmg aq ta penah mintak)

gembira?

betol.saya sangat gembira bila saya lansung ta trima ape2 txt dari dye..bagai nak rak saya menunggu.. tapi dye?
mmg la..ah sudah la..pedulikan perasaan itu..perlu ke? penting ke?
saya rase x kowt..sudah la..saya malas mao cari pasal lagi..focus 4 ur stdy suda cukup..
oke now terpakse saving duet..sangat banyak menda nak beli..so it ok lor..

menu mlm ni Vico + Biskut Kuat :) yummy..6 keping biskut suda mengenyangkan pewotku..kalu cm ni la tiap2 ary..heee..
tade ape y nak dckpkan sanad..so cukup setakat ni:)
gud nyte.

Totally different :)

I am not the kind of girl,
Who should be rudely bargin’ in on a white veil occasion,
But you are not the kind of boy,
Who should be marryin’ the wrong girl,

I sneak in and see your friends,
And her snotty little family, all dressed in pastel,
And she is yelling at a bridesmaid,
Somewhere back inside a room,
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry,
This is surely not what you thought it would be,
I loose myself in a daydream,
Where I stand and say:

“Don’t say yes, run away now,
I’ll meet you when you’re out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don’t wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,”
And they said, “Speak now,”

Fun gestures are exchanged,
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march,
And I am hiding in the curtains,
It seems I was uninvited by your lovely bride-to-be,
She floats down the isle like a pageant queen,
But I know you wish it was me,
You wish it was me, don’t you?

Don’t say yes, run away now,
I’ll meet you when you’re out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don’t wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,
And they said, “Speak now,”

Don’t say yes, run away now,
I’ll meet you when you’re out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don’t wait or say a single vow,
Your time is running out,
And they said, “Speak now,”

I hear the preacher say,
“Speak now or forever hold your peace,”
There’s a silence, there’s my last chance,
I stand up with shaking hands,
All eyes on me,
Horrified looks from everyone in the room,
But I’m only lookin’ at you,

I am not the kind of girl,
Who should be rudely bargin’ in on a white veil occasion,
But you are not the kind of boy,
Who should be marryin’ the wrong girl,

So don’t say yes, run away now,
I’ll meet you when you’re out,
Of the church at the back door,
Don’t wait or say a single vow,
You need to hear me out,
And they said, “Speak now,”

And you say,
“Let’s run away now,
I’ll meet you when I’m out of my tux at the back door,
Baby, I didn’t say my vows,
So glad you were around when they said, ‘Speak now,’”

mybe mud aq hilang kowt melayan kerenah ko n sume2 lah..asal la kehidupan aq mcm ni skrg..maken lame makin saket haty n segale2nye..sakit tauk tak ! ! bile nak hilang sume ni.. knp msty ade benda tu..sampai bile aq nak sepeti bertopeng kan manusia.. ergh ! tension..seriously hate dis part. ! !

cinta or love?

Mybe bkan masenye untuk aq mengetahui ape itu CINTA. .mybe bkan masenye utk aq belajar ape itu CINTA..mybe bkan masenye utk aq mengenali ape itu CINTA.. n mybe bkn masenye utk aq ber CINTA..

sudah . aq malas nak mcari masalah lagi . cukup lar.. nty aq jugak yang akan merana . belajar mencintai buku..belajar mencintai yang esa & belajar mencintai sesuatu yang sudah sedia ad..

biarlah ia pergi..oke? like dis:)

DC 208 A & B

BErtemu lagi kite disini..:)
oke now aryni adalah hari pendaftaran sem 2 di psmza..
sanad2 penad coz kena g sane..g sini..eshhh penad taw..:(dgn beg lg..umm tapi naseb baek cz aq dtg smlam..tade la kecoh ngt ngn beg2 aq uw..da dpt pun bilik..DC208..sanad dekat dngn kafe..heee..mmg saje pon..n dekat gak la pintu nak g kelas..malas seh mau g blok jaoh2..tp still jaoh ngn dak2 kelas..its oke lar:)
bilik?ta besar pon..kecik pon ta..ckup lah utk 2 owg tdo..umm dok bilik tepi tingkap..sng mao bangon!hee..qlo late bangun,senang nak sedar cz dekat ngn mataharii..hehehe(jarang seh bangun lambat).
tapi keadaan katil y kurang menyenangkan..tilam..berpeta sana sini..tah peta dunia mane lekat kat stu..
sanad P*******..opsss..
soe:)..tapelah..aq ade cadar dye lew..hehe..umm skrg busan tyme cz kena tnggu till 2.30..awat lama ngt mao tunggu..eishh banyak ag seh keje aq kena buad..naseb ebk sox cuty:)
mao kemas bilik! yes..
k la smpi sni je cerita kite..next  tyme story mory aq k..daa..



can we make our room like dis?heee~~